Babies 26 and 27: We're Getting There

 I stood up, bewildered at the thought. I shook him until he woke up.

 I pointed at him.
Me: You. How COULD you?
He stared at me.
Guy: W-what did I do?
Me: You.. You poisoned my mother 11 years ago!
The man looked very puzzled for a moment- then his eyes widened.
Guy: Oooooh. Well, you see, I've already done my time.. 11 years in prison.. I just recently got released, actually, so theres really nothing you can do to me.

 Me: NOTHING? I.. I am completely OUTRAGED! I was just a little girl with no daddy. DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT FELT FOR A 9 YEAR OLD CHILD?!
Man: Im terribly sorry.. I really.. really am.. I've learned from my mistakes..

 Me: You.. you're such a scumbag!
Tears swelled up in my eyes and before I knew it I was bawling.
Me: I was raised by my older brother. I had no parents. And now, i'm carrying the child of a murderer. Let me tell you something, you will have to go through hell and back before you EVER meet this child.

 I don't know what came over me.. I jumped on him. A mixture of rage and sadness washed over me..

 He eventually beat me down.. almost to the point where I couldn't stand.

 It was clear to me there was nothing I could do, so I just picked up my things.. and left. Everything I said was more than true, and over my dead body will he ever meet his child.

 I drove home with tears streaming down my cheeks, the road a dizzying blur in front of me.  I just wanted to get home..

 I couldn't sleep; nightmares of that man killing my family were plugged in my brain..

 I got my mind off of everything by cleaning some things up.

 I'd even rather scrubbing the toilet than trying to fall asleep..

 I called a repair technician for the shower and toilet. I just was not in the mood for fixing anything today.

 I needed to get my mind off of reality, so I mixed myself up some drinks at the bar.

 You'll never guess who I saw at the garden! Emily and Katie..

 And even Ann!

 I posed for some pictures.

 Me: Hey Em! Hows life?
Emily: Oh, great! I got a boyfriend.. I think hes gonna propose!

 Me: Aw.. thats great, sweetie! The twins are doing great, they've even made lots of friends at school!

Em: It was great catching up with you, mom!
Me: Aw, you too, Em.

 I headed home afterwards. That chat with Em really brightened up my mood.
Me: Hi, Phoebe. How was school, honey?
Phoebe: Great, mom!

 I started dinner.

 After we ate a delicious pasta supper, Vince asked me to read him a bedtime story. I accepted and we headed up to his room.

 Me:...And they all lived happily ever after.

 Just as I was about to read Phoebe to sleep, I felt a kick!
Me: Don't worry baby.. you'll never meet your mean daddy..

 I then read her to sleep.

 I did some chores.

 And today, I WAS in the mood for fixing! I fixed the shower.

 I helped myself to a juice.

 Then I watched some tv.

 Time for chores again.

 Birthdays! Vince went first!

 Woo!

 AND... the birthday cake catches on fire. Whats this, like, the 8th fire?

 Heres Phoebs as a teen. She has a very.. strange sense of style.

 And Vince. He looks really handsome.

 Phoebe was really self conscious.
Phoebe: UGH! I'm so fat..

 My bump was getting really big!

 I made some pancakes for breakfast.

 Then watched some tv.

 Phoebe and Vince did their homework.

 I made some grilled salmon for dinner. The day was a daze.

 Yummy.

 I needed some 'Violet' time. I headed to a party, but just as I was about to start chatting with Ann, my water broke!

 Oh! Em was there, too.

 I rushed to the hospital- and left with a carrier!

 Welcome to the world... baby 26, Lanton Chrysler.. (after my brother)

And baby 27, Blaine Chrysler! (after my dad)